Saturday, August 30, 2008

the funny feeling is a funny thing~

it's funny when at the moment, you finally think you are ready to be in a relationship, but at another minute, you hesitate yourself...again......

i have this feeling...i know it's real...but i still hesitate it...i guess i'm just afraid...afraid of what might happen next...afraid of smthg that not even happen yet...duh...what a loser :-(

perhaps i don't even get the hint from him...that just adding up the hesitation in me...hmmmm....talking about hint, it can be in many forms rite...maybe i wrongly interprete it, or maybe i missed it...but then, he should come straight to me and say it to my face rite...huh...i'm pretty sure this is his fault...he's the one who should be blamed on this hesitation...ahahaahahahaa (pointing at other ppl = me feel relief...ahaks!)

nvm 'bout that...all i can say is, i feel glad everytime i see him...even a little glimpse, it's enuff to make me feel at ease...lessen the missing feeling inside me...ahahahaa....now i remember how to miss someone...i thought i've forgot it...nyehnyehnyeh....

i told my fren about this...she said what's the ending of this feeling is not important...what matters the most is, it proves that i still have a heart...i'm not as heartless as what i used to be, erk, think......ahaks! *wink2*




~blm juga kah kau menyedarinya...aku lah yg pantas utk kau cintai...di bwh langit biru aku bersumpah...diriku tanpamu apa ertinya cinta...cinta ini sudah menelan waktuku...siang mlm hanya utk fikirkan engkau...sejuta kali aku berani bersumpah...diriku tanpamu apa ertinya cinta...~

5 comments:

stannero said...

I really like this qoute

"what's the ending of this feeling is not important...what matters the most is, it proves that i still have a heart..."

Apapun semoga berjaya adar// perasaan jatuh chenta itu indah...

Apapun pandai2 la beza antara suka dan chenta...

whitelilies island said...

hmmm..kan..aku pun suka quote tu..very +ve, very optimist..ehehe..

sumtyms a crush can turn into luv..or sumtyms it just a crush after all..

luv is about taking the risk..brani ke tak for us to fight for it..tepuk dada tanya selera (^_^)

neway en.stan, thanks for the wish..pray for me k ;-)

stannero said...

ako ada kenai satu bomoh handal..mau ka.. hehehe

cahaya said...

pray for me too en. stan (^_^)

cinta kadang2 indah, kadang2 menyakitkan...

~ xoxo ~

whitelilies island said...

ahahahahaha...mau pakai bomoh ka en.stan..ngeri gue..ehehe...

xpe2..doa tu yg lbey mujarab..tambah di bln ramadhan yg mulia nih..

doa2 utk aku ye.. :-*