aku bersyukur

aku berchatting lama dgn ain arini.. smbl wat keje smbl membuat luahan perasaan.. sempat dowh siap keje aku.. aku semakin cekap menjadi sorg pekerja yg multitasker skrg.. huahauhauhua.. -_-"

topik: bersyukur

yup.. betapa skrg aku sgt bersyukur dgn ape yg aku ada.. walopun serba serbi kekurangan, walopun tidak sempurna, tetapi aku bersyukur atas ape yg aku ada skrg ni.. smpi tak tau nk mntk lbey.. ape yg aku mntk dr Allah skrg hanyalah semoga apa yg aku ada skrg ni kekal hingga ke akhir hayat aku.. sume yg aku ade; loving family, great frenships, charming personality with great aura, simple yet meaningful life.. sume tu ckp wat aku rs sgt bahagia.. ya, aku sgt bahagia skrg.. i dont know if my life can be better than this.. kalo bley, aku xtau la cane aku harus pnjtkan kesyukuranku ke hadratNya...

dlu aku slalu doa mntk yg mcm2.. nak kulit yg cantek flawless la.. nk cantek kurus thp supermodel la.. nk jd kaya, byk duit n harta.. nak kawen ngan laki yg encem n kaya.. hahhaha...

i think i understand now.. all that are very temporary.. money comes money goes.. harta can be find.. i can go to spa or facial salon to be fair.. i can seduce n get any man that i want.. i can get treatment to reduce fat and be slim...

but then, sume tu x penting.. to compare all that with having a charming personality and great aura, it's incomparable.. priceless.. coz it's smthg which developed thru' experiences.. different ppl got different personalities, different auras...

and all my best frens have great personalities with great auras.. they are all great ppl.. how lucky i am to have them all as my bff.. luv them all.. may Allah bless them everyday...

my bff n i are different in many ways.. but we become great frens since we always respect each other.. understand each other.. be a supporter when one needed..

how can i ask for more, u tell me?

i pity those ppl who are still do not have personalities and self-identity eventho' they are already in the middle/late 20s.. at least at my age, we already should have one.. and all we need to do is developing it to become better rite? well, that's just my opinion.. dunno wat u think about it..

yg sadisnya, those ppl la yg akan suka nk nyebok hal org lain.. yg suka nak tiru pe org lain buat.. yg suka nk berdengki dgn pe yg org lain ade.. adehh mmg tak tahan.. sgt annoying.. cam stalker pn ade.. haihh...

i always make it as a joke to my frens.. saying that those ppl are our fans, and we are celebrities.. hahahaha.. prsn femes jap.. huahuahauua...

plek dowh ngan org2 cani.. aku ni bknnye ade ape2 yg perlu didengkikan.. aku just manusia bese yg serba serbi kekurangan.. byk cacat cela nya.. byk yg perlu di improve utk menjadi insan yg lbey baik..

tp kalo nk dengki ngan personality or aku nye aura (ni ain yg ckp.. cam prsn dowh ckp gini.. hahaha), baik x yah.. it's smthg that i find myself.. i got it thru' experiences.. segala cabaran dugaan yg ajar aku sume ttg hidup.. n benda camtu mmg aku xleh nk share.. i mean, setakat berkongsi cite leh la.. tp nk srh experience benda yg sama x leh la kan.. sume org life story lain2.. x logik la sama kan.. tak unik laa nnt jd nya kan...

so back off laa biatch.. pleeaaasssseee let me live my life.. kalo jeles pn x perlu la smpi nk kaco idop aku kan.. ko smpn sndri sudaahh.. aku rimas ok?!!

smpi bile ko nk tiru pe yg org lain buat? smpi bile ko nk sebok tau psl kehidupan org lain? smpi bile ko nk tipu org lain bg kunun nk nmpk diri ko flawless? ko tau x flawless is fake.. plastik dowh.. no one is perfect in this world...

tipu la cane cara skali pun, penipuan tu akan terbongkar gak satu hr nnt.. nnt ms tu jgn smpi ko tak tertanggung rs malu akibat penipuan tu.. pecaya laa, penipuan tu satu hr nnt akan memakan diri ko blk.. ms tu baru ko tau langit tinggi rendah...

sampah yg busuk kalo disorok cane hebat sekali pn, bau busuk tu akan terbau jua..
berlian yg berharga kalo dicampak ke dlm timbunan sampah sekalipun, akan indah bersinar2 jua...

biatch, semoga ko jupe identiti diri ko.. bersyukurlah dgn ape yg ko ade.. dan cuba respek hidup org lain..

mgkn ko blm btol2 bljr tentang hidup.. mgkn ko blm btol2 ckp matang lg.. mungkin...

kesian.