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ohohohohoooo....

this weekend, i was fully booked!! dr jumaat mlm, smpi ke arini... sampai umah td dah kol 9.45pm dah... terlepas sdh siaran ulangan xxxholic... dah 2 minggu missed... cane nih... die-hard fan miss fave anime... uhuhuhu... nak kena dwnld nih... teeeeetttt... ('#')

tp yg bestnyee... lunch smlm n arini adelah ditanggung oleh sponsor2 yg baik ati... smlm lunch kat chilli's n arini kat kenny rogers... ohohoooo... time kaseh bebyk yee... (^_^)

the bestest part is... sume org2 yg aku jupe wiken ni adelah org2 yg aku dah lama x jupe... leh dikatakan antara org2 yg penting dlm idupku... org2 yg memainkan pelbagai watak dlm cereka idup AdASyuT... hingga idup AdASyuT kini lbey bermakna... they have made me as me today... sy sgt suke n sgt berterima kaseh pd mereka sume... cyg mereka sumeee... (^_^) <3<3<3<3

talking about being me... i wasn't myself since the past couple of weeks ago... i was a total annoying jerkass... i was being extremely sensitive (which i was truly shocked myself...) over even a simple small things... i'm a logic person... i'm warm n patient n positive n open-minded... n suddenly all that has turned to "hi i'm AdASyuT... i'm a drama queen, a bitch, an exaggerator... i have a ridiculously sensitive heart with a broken sensor"... duhh... wat a fuck...

sorry i curse...

but hey, who cares?? i cursed to myself.... ahahahahahaha.... (T_T)

i guess... i've been through a downfall of mood... i've lost my sensibility which caused quite some damages... i haven't talk to someone for quite some time until recently... usually i wont take it hardly... i will just simply forgive n forget... but since the thing happened during the downfall-mood period... i over-reacted... darn...

i wish i can apologise from her... it doesnt matter who's fault was it... i just want it to end... i want back the previous warm, happy n friendly working environment which i really treasure... the reason why i'm still working at workstation no.58, level 29, annexe 2, plaza cygal...

tp tu laa... the inner part which i always hide from everyone in the world: AdASyuT is an egomaniac... ahahahahaha... used to be laaa... now has slowed down... has been overcome by logical n positive thinking... tp tu laaa, sket2 tu still ade ok... contohnye ble part nak mntk maap... ohohohohoooo... berpeluh gak laaa... nak mencalar ego sndri... igt sng ke... hanye org2 yg phm je tau cane rs nak calarkan ego sndri... hmmmm.....

i'll collect all my guts n i'll do it... p('o')q


n now... after the sg. congkak picnic (will update later k...), meeting up again with great ppl in my life... AdASyuT is back!! i'm proud to pronounce AdASyuT is now normal again!!!

i can feel it... do you fell meee??? ohohohohoooo...

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