ok watching Monalisa makes me feel an unexplained-mixed feelings.. damn..
ni Monalisa cite melayu tau.. lakonan nasha aziz, aqasha, dide alias n raja farah.. kat prima..
i never like watching malay drama tp ntah nape nk tgk lak cite nih.. siol laa..........
i'm angry.. wat am i angry about? i dunno.. but mostly to myself..
everyone tells me to dump him.. even my logical mind says the same too.. but it seems like i keep on accepting him every time he comes back..
he's serious in wanting me.. i tried to accept but my heart refused to.. now i ended up playing a role of a gf instead of being a gf.. fuck..
complicated.. and i'm the one who made it complicated.. damn..
i hope i have enuff guts to tell him the real thing.. to tell him to backoff.. i dont want to play with anyone's heart.. it's not good..
definitely not good at all.........
at least Monalisa has a happy ending story..