layan Secret Garden pulak

"what is so harsh in your dreams?"

"because you are in my dreams."

"you are not happy with me even in your dreams?"

"even so, please come. tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow..."


-Secret Garden-
~my favourite dialogue between kim joo won & gil ra im.. a match made in heaven...



baru je khatam drama ni.. lama postpone niat untuk tengok sebab belum bersedia emotionally nak layan drama korea..

memang layan cerita nih.. 20 episod pulak tu.. memang jenuh nak khatamkan.. tapi setiap episod memang ada plot yang baik dan point yang kuat untuk jangan skip even one episode!

genre komedi, romantik, fantasi dan melodrama.. memang semua ada la.. part sedih memang sedih betul.. part kelakar memang gelak habis.. part drama memang tersangat la drama (especially bila melibatkan mak tak approve the relationship.. typical problem of double standard society dalam kebanyakan cerita korea pun.. owh, and also silang cinta yang complicated! sangat tipikal)..

but anyhow anyway, memang layan cerita nih.. part romantik memang naik bulu roma, tahan nafas, jantung berhenti kejap.. ekekekeke *mode: mushy-mushy*

cumanya macam biasalah.. aku dah terjebak dalam masalah nak erase semua scene2 cerita ni dari dalam kepala aku! kena erase cepat2 sebab lagi lama dok kat kepala lagi lama la aku emotionally unstable..

hahahahha.. susah dowh bila tengok movie/drama dengan sepenuh hati.. memang akan efek aku punya kestabilan emosi..

sebab tu aku ambil masa yang lama untuk tengok drama2 tangkap jiwang camni.. kena ada period of interval antara satu drama ke drama yang lain.. kalau tak sepanjang masa aku emotionally unstable.. hahahahha.. -_-"

so that's basically how i spent the long weekend sempena CNY.. hikhik..

time to get back to reality, which of course to the work awaits at the office..

happy working all! (^____^)V

JJCJ

after a long thinking, i suddenly realized i actually have found my dream guy...

err no, supposedly i must say guys since they are not in one piece.. and that's the problem; not in one piece!

to my surprise, i just realized it last night before i fell asleep.. hahaha.. dah nak tidur pun sibuk berpikir2 kan..

puncanya adalah aku dok sibuk fikir dalam ramai2 lelaki i have met and dated, which one is the one that got away?

jawapannya adalah no one.

they all have the qualities that i want in a man.. but there are some issues about them which made me decided to leave.. and the issues are mostly related to their lifestyles.. it was hard but i knew it was for my own good..

and i never regret any of my decisions.. i know it was the right thing to do..

sakit tetap sakit.. but i also believe time will heal the pain and it does!

tiba2 rasa bersyukur.. at least i have the reason to find another.. to find my in-one-piece dream guy.. hehe..

ok now i am ready for the quest!

off we go!



~JJCJ = jalan-jalan cari jodoh.. hikhikhik ^_____-

just another scrap

frust.

maybe the people up there know better.

yeah, who am i to argue anyway. i am just a nobody down here.

tired.

take the whole energy to entertain the demand, towards achieving targets.

which the targets are just re-determined... again.

which, of course, will affect the direction... again.

realignment.

that's what they call it.

i call it b******t.


regards,
Ms. Nobody.

Sakit.Cinta.Banyak

my latest addiction

gila.

i think i am addicted to online shopping!

pantang je tengok mana2 deals mula la gatal tangan nak click button BUY NOW.

demmit.

visiting war museum penang

date: 18/6/11
venue: war museum, penang

dah banyak kali datang penang tapi tak pernah terfikir pun nak masuk war museum ni.. walaupun pada awalnya niat just want to kill the time, but it turned out to be the best place of our trip! berbaloi masuk! first time masuk live museum macam ni.. jadinya my friends and i were all very excited macam kanak2 ribena.. hehehh.. tempat ni sangat besar so make sure korang cukup fit untuk explore this place and bawak air minum sekali..

and owh.. mest bersedia secara mental juga.. sebab ada beberapa tempat yang terasa agak seram.. kena kuat semangat sikit *mode seram uncle seekers*

~meriam ni ada di mana2 serata kubu.. digunakan untuk menembak jet2 pejuang~

~replika rumah2 melayu pada zaman sebelum kemerdekaan~

~kubu bawah tanah~

~laluan ni kitorang tak berani nak explore but it definitely going to take us somewhere.. it will become narrower the further you go.. since kitorang takde torch light (plus tak berani!), kitorang patah balik and explore something else~

~this is the something else i was talking about! mencabar okeh nak panjat laluan keluar dari kubu tu.. actually boleh je nak keluar ikut pintu masuk tadi tapi saje nak explore lebih.. bajet tourist kaan.. tapi memang best! baru la dapat feeling2 askar.. ekekeke~

~tempat pembuangan sisa kimia.. lubangnya sangat dalam setinggi beberapa belas tingkat bangunan (kot! tak ingat dah the exact number of storeys)~

~kubur sgt john wolf~

~salah satu kubu dan tempat simpan senjata~

~this place is supposed to have a canon.. a rotating one, but already removed kot.. if you wander around this place you can see there are some holes for weapon access.. weapons being transported from the underground kubu~

~posing konon2 tengah isi peluru dalam meriam.. ahaks~

~kawasan latihan menembak.. boleh jugak buat paintball kat sini~

~replika tempat general yamashita digantung~

~motor lama digantung buat perhiasan.. kompius ai~

~tempat askar2 berkumpul.. kat sini ada tayangan gambar tapi masa kitorang pergi takde pun~

~ni tempat orang kena penggal.. for real okeh.. kepala letak kat pokok yang ada dahan bentuk V tu then CHOP! menarik kan? O_o ~

~tempat orang kena gantung~

~the offices~

~berek askar tapi dah ubahsuai jadi tempat pameran~

~tandas bucket.. tahi dan air kencing buang terus dalam bucket then carry the bucket and buang.. tapi tak tau la diorang buang ke mana kan.. hahaha.. ngeri okeh membayangkan nak membuang macam nih~

~bilik mandi~

~ol' skool sehh piano nih~

~no it's not!~

~see the poster behind? they are now opening for night tour, which of course i won't dare to give it a try! kalau korang berminat boleh la try but please, count me out! :-^ ~

this place is very historical.. it is recommended for you to visit this museum even once in a lifetime.. the experience i got here is golden.. insaf sekejap bila imagine living in a place like this.. hidup dalam zaman perang, jadi askar, tinggal dalam kubu, or worse; jadi tahanan perang.. thank God i was born after independence.. let's treasure our country and help to keep its independence and peace *mode patriotic*

a trip to taman negara, pahang

date: 2 -3 July 2011
venue: Taman Negara, Pahang

this was my first time being here.. sepanjang dua hari satu malam kat sini memang penuh dengan aktiviti.. pendek tapi padat! the activity was held by my department's club..

~our stay; TRV Motel, Kg Kuala Tahan, Taman Negara,

27000 Jerantut, Pahang.

~our main transportation there.. dah rasa macam sekumpulan pekerja asing bawak pergi ke lombong.. bahahaha~

~the place where we have our meals.. restoran2 kat sini takkan berada di satu tempat yang sama sebab terapung, so bergantung kepada pasang surut air sungai~

~menaiki bot panjang mengharungi jeram untuk ke perkampungan orang asli~

~sesi melenjunkan penumpang -_-" ~

~di perkampungan orang asli~

~tayangan video tentang khazanah hutan di Malaysia~

~night jungle trekking~

~sesi menanam pokok~

~jungle trekking~

~canopy walk~

here are some pictures of plants and trees i snapped during the jungle trekking..

going through the photos has inspired me to create a new personal project.. i have to do more jungle trekking though.. there are many jungle in malaysia that i never visit before.. nothing is confirmed yet but some people are interested to tag along.. considering i am trying to save up some money for 2013's trip, i have to do some serious planning.. hmm...

~late post but i hope you won't mind reading it ya! baru la ni ada masa lapang sikit ^___^

jalanan ke situ

membaca isu amalina che bakri (antara link yang aku baca di sini.. aku bagi link yang satu ni je sebab yang ni je ada banyak gambar beliau.. jangan lupa baca juga ini; penjelasan dari si ibu) membuatkan aku terdiam untuk berfikir sejenak..

walhal gadis pandai begini pun boleh berubah anginnya, inikan pulak aku yang suam2 kuku je.. apa, akan berubahkah aku kalau betul aku dapat sambung belajar di UK dahulu?

tak semua orang begitu, aku tau.. mungkin bukan juga salah dia 100%..

tapi merenung kembali diri sendiri, barangkali aku pun berkemungkinan besar akan beralih arah juga.. knowing myself, that's why i stated that..

kagum dengan ketentuan Allah.. sesungguhnya benar bagai yang Dia kata.. apa yang kita suka tak semestinya baik untuk kita, dan apa yang kita tak suka tak semestinya tak baik untuk kita.. hanya Allah yang Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu (ref: surah Al-Baqarah, ayat 216)..

hey, tapi tak bermaksud aku matikan terus impianku itu ya! mungkin ia tak baik untuk aku masa tu.. tapi di masa yang lain, di masa yang Allah izinkan, impian itu pasti akan terlaksana jua..

aku percaya.. jalan yang dulu sangat kabur kini semakin jelas..

aku percaya... insyaAllah.

happy 2012!!

how was your new year holiday? for mine, i spent the days in my kampung.. sangat seronok sebab dah lama gila tak balik kampung.. dapat pulak tengah musim durian.. memang saat2 terindah lah orang kata.. hikhik..

on the day arrived, hujan turun mencurah2 tapi kejap je.. elok je hujan berhenti, i grabbed my MoMo and snapped some pictures around.. rindu gila sampai rasa nak tangkap je semua bahagian rumah.. ekekeke..

~jemputlah naik.. rumah aku kecik je.. tak boleh naik ramai2 nanti roboh.. kalau tak muat bersila kat luar yek.. ekekeke~

i uploaded the pictures here.. the theme: flowers and plants after rain..

wishing everyone having a wonderful year ahead! ^____^