kegilaan cinta devdas

mengharapkan cinta lebih pedih dari menunggu mati~

ajal seakan mendekat
tatkala memori menjengah
berputar kembali seperti gulungan filem
satu per satu babak ditayangkan
suara mereka kembali kedengaran
jelas... terasa seperti baru tadi didengari
degupan jantung semakin kuat
membuat aku mula mengira detik
menunggu bila kan janji mahu dikota
ah, suara itu...
dia berlari
lekas!
mari jagai aku
seperti mana janjimu dulu.

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perihal ulama dan maksud pemurah

Rabiatul Adawiyah
Perindu Cinta Abadi
Zahiruddin Zabidi
m/s 219 & 220


Sufian al-Tsauri pernah berkata, "Ulama yang dibayangi oleh kuasa pemerintah adalah pencuri. Manakala ulama yang menyandarkan dirinya kepada orang kaya adalah munafik."

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Rabiah bertanya, "Mengikut pandangan kamu, apakah yang dimaksudkan dengan pemurah?"

Lama berfikir, baru Sufian al-Tsauri menjawab.

"Pemurah itu maksudnya tidak bakhil dalam berkongsi harta yang dikurniakan Allah."

"Salah!"

Sufian al-Tsauri terkedu, lalu dia terus bertanya, "Sekiranya begitu, apakah maksud pemurah pada pandangan kamu?"

"Pemurah itu maksudnya apabila kita mengabdikan diri semata-mata kerana mengharapkan cinta daripada Allah. Pada masa yang sama, kita tidak sekalipun mengharapkan sebarang balasan daripadaNya."

"Maksudnya kita hanya perlu beribadah kerana mengharapkan keredhaanNya dan bukan balasanNya?"

"Benar," jawab Rabiah ringkas.

"Sekiranya begitu, apakah pula landasan yang menjadi dasar kecintaan kamu kepada Allah?"

"Sesungguhnya saya menyembah dan mengabdikan diri kepada Allah bukan kerana mahukan syurgaNya dan juga bukan kerana takutkan nerakaNya."

Sufian al-Tsauri kemudiannya melahirkan rasa prihatin kepada Rabiah. Katanya, "Saya berasa sungguh terharu dengan apa yang kamu lakukan."

Rabiah menjawab, "Jangan kamu berbohong wahai Sufian, sesungguhnya kamu hanya berasa sedih dan bukannya prihatin. Sedih yang banyak akan meragut kebahagiaan dalam hidup."

bila nk amik gambo aku

sorry.. busy sangat dari awal tahun, probably sampai mei. i try to find some date in june onwards k. please leave your name & contact no/email adrs so i can easily contact you. big thanx!

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let's donate our blood!!

date: 12/4/11
venue: the lobby

have you ever contribute to the society?

YES, THEY DID!

let's donate our blood to increase the blood bank.. at least we don't have to use any of our energy.. just giveaway our blood, which of course won't cause us death.. hehe..

~i did mine last month ^____^ ~

M Nasir - part II

dah lama dah nak tulis pasal benda ni tapi asyik tergendala sebab banyak kerja sampai terus terlupa.. tapi tak kira, aku nak tulis jugakk!! hehe..

aku pernah tulis pasal dia dulu.. dan sekarang dia dah terima gelaran yang selayaknya.. mungkin rezeki dia lambat sikit berbanding dengan S**.. :-P

kepada Datuk M Nasir, hope it is still not too late to wish you congrats! b(^__^)d

shopping (lagi) di PC Fair

fuuhh penat betul berjalan2 kat PC Fair semalam.. tak expect pulak PC Fair kat situ sangat BESAR!! first time pergi yang buat kat KLCC.. tawaf sampai dua kali semata2 sebab tak boleh naik lif dan semua jalan sehala.. gila penat kaki.. tapi dalam penat2 tu juga sempat la rembat barang2 yang diidam2kan.. hehe..

gaji belum masuk dah habis.. camno?? T_________T

lari dari tujuan sebenar.. pergi situ nak cari iPad untuk abah.. tapi model iPad yang dia nak dah takde stok.. so beli je la Galaxy Tab..

~sekali sekala Ada nak pinjam boleh kan? ehehe :P ~

aku sebenarnya seorang yang gila electronic gadget.. i am willing to spend more than usual just for a, let say, headphone just because i am particular about the bass and the design.. the sound of music must be perfect, as so i can enjoy music to the fullest.. it is a way for me to pay my respect to the brilliant composers..

ok fine, ALASAAAANNN bahahahahaha :P

tu la.. bahaya betul pergi tempat2 macam ni.. keinginan mengatasi keperluan.. duit yang aku simpan boleh terbang macam tu je..

satu lagi yang aku gila adalah kasut.. i am willing to pay more for shoes compare to seluar, baju or tudung.. for me, kasut memainkan peranan penting in my style.. baju seluar cikai pun takpe janji kasut high class.. baju corak bosan pun takpe janji kasut standout.. yeah, my style is like that.. sebab tu la kalau korang perasan, banyak juga gambar kasut aku yang aku tangkap sebagai personal collection.. hehe..

~currently, this is favourite.. sangat selesa!~

i think enough la kot for gadgets.. rasanya semua yang aku nak dah ada.. sekarang ni nak target upgrade MoMo.. err MoMo is the name i just gave to my camera.. dah 2 tahun bersama MoMo baru nak bagi nama.. cian dia.. hehe..

~inilah MoMo yang telah banyak berjasa! terima kasih MoMo kerana masih setia bersama saya.. i love you more and more everyday! ^___^ ~

kenapa MoMo? idea tu dapat dari cerita My Lovely Samsoon.. sangat suka cerita tu sampai burned in my head and i still can recall (most of) every scenes of the drama!! lagipun dah minta semua orang vote, dan voters ramai vote MoMo.. so ok la kot.. hehe

~nama MoMo terilham dari si babi yang comel ni! hahahah.. ya, aku sangat suka patung babi yang comel macam ni.. kalau nak bagi present stuffed toys kat aku bagi la babi, takpun anjing.. at least tak payah samak.. ehehehe [source]~

perjalanan aku dengan MoMo masih panjang.. masih banyak yang aku nak explore dan belajar.. selama ni tangkap gambar macam SS je (Syok Sendiri.. heheh).. semangat berkobar2 ni nak belajar.. huhuhuu..

wish me luck! (^___^)V


~sebut betul2.. MoMo. bukan Momok. :\

syukur, namun aku bingung...

Memandang kamu yang indah, membuatkan aku terus terpana. Syukur, detik hatiku. Hanya itu yang sering aku lakukan. Bersyukur kepada Tuhan kerana memberikanku peluang, untuk kesekian kalinya, menatap keindahanmu itu.

Bersyukur. Hanya itu yang mampu aku lakukan, demi memendamkan gelora di hati ini. Kerana aku sentiasa sedar diri. Diriku, dirimu, bagai gagak dan merak. Manakan padan menjadi pasangan.

Namun tatkala matamu menghala kepadaku, aku jadi bingung. Perlukah aku memanjat syukur? Tak kena pula rasanya. Aku mahu mengukir senyum, agar tampak lebih senang didamping. Tetapi otot mukaku seakan kejang, keras kejung. Mataku mahu menangkap pandanganmu, tetapi aku rasakan isyarat pandangan yang dihantar kepadamu lebih kepada sebuah kejutan. Ya, aku selalunya akan terkejut apabila melihatmu. Masakan tidak, kau muncul tanpa disangka.

Akhirnya aku cuma mampu mengalihkan pandanganku dan berlalu tanpa sebarang ekspresi di wajahku...

my beloved camera has been with me for 2 years already, but i still haven't given him any name!! i think i wanna call him either "MuMu" or "MoMo".. which 1 is better?

my beloved camera has been with me for 2 years already, but i still haven't given him any name!! i think i wanna call him either "MuMu" or "MoMo".. which 1 is better?

Answer here

the Kerinchi, the Bangsar South and a bridge

take a look at the new pedestrian bridge, which connects the kerinchi LRT station and Bangsar South.. gila gempak kan? i am not sure how long the bridge is but IT IS LOOONNGGG..

the construction building is, i think the 2nd or 3rd phase of Bangsar South.. sebab kalau pergi sini, dah ada dah pun bangunan yang dah siap and already occupied.. i think it is a lovely place to hangout since Bangsar Village / Bangsar Telawi is already packed! cari parking pusing 5-6 kali pun belum tentu jumpa kadang2 tu.. memang perabih minyak!

so lepas ni, alamatnya, ramai la staff kat rebung, annexe & UOA yang rajin pergi lunch kat sana.. kalau bertembung tu tegur2 la yek.. eheheheh (^__-)V

Andai dapat pergi bercuti, ke mana nak pegi? N ngan sape??

nak pergi tour around europe bagpacking..tak kesah pun dgn sape :D

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dinner; western food at tomatoes station

this post has been updated on 20/4/11.


date: 1/4/11
venue: medan selera bangsar, jalan telawi


this place is in the same medan selera with Nasi Lemak Famous.. not that far and you will notice it right away; Tomatoes Station.. they offer western food all you can think of! eh takde la hahahaha.. takde la sehebat tu but i would say the menu was quite many for us to choose.. some of them are the chef's own creation/twist!

 

~i forgot the name but it has fries and cheese~

 ~mine; lamb chop.. served while it still hot.. the gravy was poured right in front of me.. brilliant!~

 ~carbonara seafood pasta~

~chicken grilled~

it was my first time eating there.. considering the lovely food and the affordable price (i think mine was ranged RM13 - RM15.. i forgot), i will come back again to try another menu of course!


~updated: they are on fb as well! click here.

what song(s) do you think i should put in my playlist?

what song(s) do you think i should put in my playlist?

Answer here

lunch at shani cafe

date: 22/3/11
venue: wangsa walk, wangsa maju


during training last month, my friends and i managed to steal some time to lunch at this restaurant; shani cafe.. they offer malay food lunch buffet at RM7.. yes, RM7 and that includes drinks and some kuih..

thus, that explained the plates below:

~tamak gila kaaannn~

~their plates~

the best food of the day was lala masak tumis (tumis apa entah aku pun tak tau).. sangat sedap memang tak terkata.. brilliant!

pendek kata memang berbaloi makan kat sini.. memang puas hati..

i also found another blogger reviewed on this restaurant too; daydeck86.. the entry was published last year so i guess the owner of this restaurant has increased the buffet price.. but for me, it is still affordable and sangat berbaloi! recommended!! b(^_^)d

What is your number one wish right now?Truthfully.....hehehehhe

damn.. i wish for "him" laa; the face i miss the most.. he's my biggest wish right now.. ahhahaha ;P

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lala's bday celebration

date: 24/3/11

it was lal's bday but we did not know how to wish her.. i mean to tell her in a special way of course.. so we decided to take her out at lunch time at subway midvalley..

masa tengah makan pun still clueless nak wish macam mana sebenarnya hahahha.. apa kena entah hahahaha..

last2 kitorang beli donut big apple je, sebab lala ni tengah diet.. dah banyak kilo dah dia turunkan since few months ago.. dah la pagi2 lagi orang dah bagi dia kek dan ice cream.. budget beli donut kurang kalori la kan tapi sebenarnya sama je kot.. ahhaha.. tak pe la lal, setahun sekali.. hehe :P

and this is how we surprised her..


~hepy bday lal.. wish you diva always.. hehe

what you regret the most in your life?

what you regret the most in your life?

Answer here

oh rindunya!

you know what excites me the most? To be able to do 3 - 4 things at the same time! Well, that's my limit for now. I'd love to upgrade 5 - 6 one day.

And hello guys!! At last ada update kan..haha

I've been into many things since last week. I went to langkawi for 4 days and the internet was just nice for me to browse and update my fb. So memang malas la nak update blog segala. Masuk je ofis kerja dah piling up. Weekend sibuk dengan gambar. So i just update gambar tu semua dalam fb je. Tu pun belum habis upload semua lagi. If anyone of you is on my friend list, go check them out k ^__^

I still have pending jobs at work. Plus, with my new boss coming in i think akan lagi hanky panky kot. But i get it positive since he's someone i ever worked with so i already got to imagine reporting under him.

I will slowly trying to update here. I got many plans coming up that i wish to share.

And for the starter, i have put a formspring on the right side of this blog. You are free to ask me anything and i will try to answer.

Have a great life ahead and see ya!