knape bile cuti rs cam ms berjln sgt cepat.. sgt sgt cpt.. extremely fast.. hayaii deshou.. hmm...
if only i can turn back tym, return to the starting of the holiday.. besnyeee~~
well.. maybe it was becoz i spent tym on entertaiment only.. that's why i guess tym seems running faster than it usually does..
let me see.. on friday, after attended kak mala's solemnisation ceremony, i went to watch Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time..
i was a great movie!!! i luv it sooooooooo much!!! another work of jerry brukheimer.. it was soo great i feel like wanna watch it everyday.. jake gylenhall also great in the movie.. i think it was his first tym acting in such an epic full of action movie.. and he was absolutely great.. and handsome <3<3<3
on saturday and sunday, since i canceled my plan to go back to ipoh, i spent my day watching anime: Maid-sama..
and finished the whole season 1 of Criminal Minds, which i bought by deducting points through VOD of Unifi..
i can never get enuff of the show.. it's my fave tv series ever since it first hits the tv.. i was so drown into it.. it reveals how the psychos end up killing ppl and become very dangerous.. to get into their mind, to understand the way they think, so that the BAU team can predict the criminals' next move and eventually capture them.. i must say this series is even greater than those CSI trios.. hehe..
they even have their own blog.. checkitout here..
tomorrow hanky panky awaits.. better get ready to pull the gear up to 5 the first thing in the morning.. -_-"
nite all..
note to the moron:
at least there's a movie telling a story about my ancestors.. how 'bout yours? YCGTH
The Headlines
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
congrats?
isn't it sweet to have someone who congratulate you on the most simplest thing you achieved?
eventho' you know it was nothing, and you know he knows it was nothing.. and you know you don't have to tell him about it, and he knows you know you don't have to tell him about it.. and you don't even expect him to say anythg about it, but he congratulates you anyway.. like it was the only thing that mattered..
hehh..
~my baby you........
eventho' you know it was nothing, and you know he knows it was nothing.. and you know you don't have to tell him about it, and he knows you know you don't have to tell him about it.. and you don't even expect him to say anythg about it, but he congratulates you anyway.. like it was the only thing that mattered..
hehh..
~my baby you........
sorry boss...... -_-"
regardless my hectic working life and the increment of workloads, i still refuse to continue work at home.. and that actually the main factor on the increment of the workloads.. hehh...
every night i plan to sleep early so that i can wake up early.. so that i can go to the office early and start working early.. so far i manage to sleep early, as early as at 11pm (hehh -_-").. but i keep failing to get up early and end up waking up at, as late as 7am (another hehh -_-")..
as for my situation, of coz i can't wake up at 7am.. it takes 30min for me to shower+dress up.. and another 1 hour to reach my office.. i have to arrive at the office before 8.30am.. since i arrive sharply on time, i have to queue to park my car in the basement, which will take another 30min at least, and 45min at most.. or perhaps i should say not more than 1 hour..
now you see why actually i can't arrive sharply at 8.30am.. now imagine i wake up at 7.30am............
damn.
i admit i have a disciplinary problem.. eventho' i was a prefect back at skool but that does not mean i was a good student.. in fact, i was one of the prefect who was actually breaking the rules and hang out with the rules-breakers.. hehh..
i think i'm alergic to rules.. as if i'm soo damn rebellious.. every rules are meant to be broken.. the outlaw.. the Robin Hood.. yadayada~~
i pity my boss to have a staff like me.. and to add up the bitter, i am the only staff she has..
haihh.... ~:-|
every night i plan to sleep early so that i can wake up early.. so that i can go to the office early and start working early.. so far i manage to sleep early, as early as at 11pm (hehh -_-").. but i keep failing to get up early and end up waking up at, as late as 7am (another hehh -_-")..
as for my situation, of coz i can't wake up at 7am.. it takes 30min for me to shower+dress up.. and another 1 hour to reach my office.. i have to arrive at the office before 8.30am.. since i arrive sharply on time, i have to queue to park my car in the basement, which will take another 30min at least, and 45min at most.. or perhaps i should say not more than 1 hour..
now you see why actually i can't arrive sharply at 8.30am.. now imagine i wake up at 7.30am............
damn.
i admit i have a disciplinary problem.. eventho' i was a prefect back at skool but that does not mean i was a good student.. in fact, i was one of the prefect who was actually breaking the rules and hang out with the rules-breakers.. hehh..
i think i'm alergic to rules.. as if i'm soo damn rebellious.. every rules are meant to be broken.. the outlaw.. the Robin Hood.. yadayada~~
i pity my boss to have a staff like me.. and to add up the bitter, i am the only staff she has..
haihh.... ~:-|
Saturday, May 22, 2010
damn.
i don't get it.. it's not my event so i am the one who should be a good girl??? go back and help and do all the works???
i already have my plans scheduled long time ago.. weddings to attend.. i dont want to cancel all just for an event which is not even mine.. it's not me who supposed to sacrifice my time..
i'm selfish i know.. i pitied my mom but that won't change a thing.. i'll do it as i planned.. no amendment will be made.. she's the one who supposed to do all that.. sacrifice her time, arrange her event.. she's the one who supposed to do extra work, not me..
and where is she now?
damn.
i already have my plans scheduled long time ago.. weddings to attend.. i dont want to cancel all just for an event which is not even mine.. it's not me who supposed to sacrifice my time..
i'm selfish i know.. i pitied my mom but that won't change a thing.. i'll do it as i planned.. no amendment will be made.. she's the one who supposed to do all that.. sacrifice her time, arrange her event.. she's the one who supposed to do extra work, not me..
and where is she now?
damn.
Friday, May 21, 2010
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
dear lel... part II
since i was back from lel's wedding, i can't stop thinking about her.. i wrote that i was inspired by her.. and it's very true..
i flashed back every single frame-shots of our lives.. instead of making me the main actor, i made her the main one.
and the story becomes like a fairy tale.. a happy ending.
her story has a happy ending.
she, as a princess, lives happily ever after.
before she gets her happy ending, she also has her heart shattered.. broken into micro pieces.. by her love, by her best fren (so far that i know)..
i was there.. watching and listening.. but not at the entire situations of cos.
she has her own way of picking up herself back..
for me she's tough despite of her outside; sweet innocent looking girl.. she might deny it but for me, yes she is tough.
she makes me believe, that everyone will have their own happy ending as well.. maybe not the same, since our happy ending will be defined differently from one another.. wat i wanna say is, she makes me believe the existence of a happy ending.. it's real, not just a dream..
then again, it is not actually an ending.. but a beginning of a new chapter...........
~lel, congrats on ur wedding.. congrats on ur graduation.. i'm truly very proud of you..
luv u always...
i flashed back every single frame-shots of our lives.. instead of making me the main actor, i made her the main one.
and the story becomes like a fairy tale.. a happy ending.
her story has a happy ending.
she, as a princess, lives happily ever after.
before she gets her happy ending, she also has her heart shattered.. broken into micro pieces.. by her love, by her best fren (so far that i know)..
i was there.. watching and listening.. but not at the entire situations of cos.
she has her own way of picking up herself back..
for me she's tough despite of her outside; sweet innocent looking girl.. she might deny it but for me, yes she is tough.
she makes me believe, that everyone will have their own happy ending as well.. maybe not the same, since our happy ending will be defined differently from one another.. wat i wanna say is, she makes me believe the existence of a happy ending.. it's real, not just a dream..
then again, it is not actually an ending.. but a beginning of a new chapter...........
~lel, congrats on ur wedding.. congrats on ur graduation.. i'm truly very proud of you..
luv u always...
Sunday, May 16, 2010
dear lel...
at last!! UNIFI is finally successfully installed at my home!!! ni bley buat aku lg mls nk kuar umah.. nk dok umah je enjoy life with HSBB.. bley?? bahahhaha...
tak sangka lela akhirnya dah kawen.. she was a very beautiful bride.. she has overcome and passed through many obstacles to be who she is right now.. i'm proud of her.. i really am.. she's very inspiring..
i wish you all the best in life.. and have all the happiness in the world.. i'm glad i'm one of your fren.. it's really great being your fren.. and i hope we'll never stop being frens..
selamat pengantin baru lel.. luv u always~~
~haaaaa..... pantasnye gmbr diuploaaaaddddd!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3
Thursday, May 13, 2010
help helppppppp!!!!
i've been addicted to mcd double spicy chicken mcdeluxe!!!
dem.. why must they make it double?? and why must they launch it now??!!! dem.
i think i'm gaining some weight so i decided to go low with food.. i have to since lately i'm lack of exercises.. dah la sbm ni plg rajin pun dpt wat 2kali je seminggu.. pastu makin turun jd sekali je seminggu.. then terus tak wat lgsg.. dah bape minggu dah cani.. pastu mlm2 lak asek nak mkn.. adehh payah tol cani..
pastu leh lak rs cam longing for japanese food.. haihh mmg payah..
dem.. why must they make it double?? and why must they launch it now??!!! dem.
i think i'm gaining some weight so i decided to go low with food.. i have to since lately i'm lack of exercises.. dah la sbm ni plg rajin pun dpt wat 2kali je seminggu.. pastu makin turun jd sekali je seminggu.. then terus tak wat lgsg.. dah bape minggu dah cani.. pastu mlm2 lak asek nak mkn.. adehh payah tol cani..
pastu leh lak rs cam longing for japanese food.. haihh mmg payah..
wat i hate about seksyen 7 is......
..........the uni/college students.
no i dont entirely hate them.. i just hate them on the road.. they are really stupid on the road.. always make me screaming in the car.. i really can feel my blood pressure risen up.. my heart is pounding hard almost feel like my chest gonna blow.. mmg derang ni xleh blah.. both car drivers and motorcyclists..
motorcyclists:
but i believe bkn student je yg bwk moto/kete camtu.. pakcik makcik, org yg bwk kete mahal2 pun bengap gak kekadang bwk kete.. bikin wa panas je..
aku rs nnt one day aku nak invent satu alat yg bley aku sampaikan direct msg to the other road users.. my idea is:
peeeerrrgggghhhh.. dpt alat camtu mmg sdp la kena maki ngan aku direct.. bahahaha..
mana lak si doremon ni pegi.. ishh..
d;-P
no i dont entirely hate them.. i just hate them on the road.. they are really stupid on the road.. always make me screaming in the car.. i really can feel my blood pressure risen up.. my heart is pounding hard almost feel like my chest gonna blow.. mmg derang ni xleh blah.. both car drivers and motorcyclists..
motorcyclists:
- suka nak bwk motor tgh2 lane mcm ko tgh bwk kete.
- suka tak mo bg signal.
- suka nk speed cilok2 pastu bila kete nk switch lane tetiba ko muncul out of nowhere and suddenly you honk at me.. siap paling muka konon nk bg pandangan kemarahan.. halooo!!!! tlg analyse urself 1st before you wanna snap to some1 else ok??!!!! tlg sedar diri ko tu bwk moto so dont expect org lain can notice you rite away especially when you are speeding n cilok2!!!! b**i bwk moto pun lg berhemah la aku rs.. huhhh
- gile slow bwk kete. ok fine ko bru bljr. tp pehal ko bwk slow kat lane kanan???!!! sia2 byr duit mahal2 ms amek lesen dlu tp bengap.. m'bazir duit PAMA/PTPTN jek.
- tak reti nk masuk simpang.. gile sukati nk masuk smpg tak tgk kiri kanan.. ape kete ko nye side mirror dah ilang ke?? rear mirror dah kenal jual ke??
- suka nak tetiba bg signal nk msk smpg.. dah la aku kat blkg tgh speed.. bangang.
but i believe bkn student je yg bwk moto/kete camtu.. pakcik makcik, org yg bwk kete mahal2 pun bengap gak kekadang bwk kete.. bikin wa panas je..
aku rs nnt one day aku nak invent satu alat yg bley aku sampaikan direct msg to the other road users.. my idea is:
ade satu mic dlm kete aku bile aku ckp dlm mic tu sore aku akan hijack freq radio dia
peeeerrrgggghhhh.. dpt alat camtu mmg sdp la kena maki ngan aku direct.. bahahaha..
mana lak si doremon ni pegi.. ishh..
d;-P
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
dem day
takde mood arini.. byk benda yg wat aku pening dan penat.. byk benda nak kena pk.. sampai aku naik muak dan fed up.. sampai aku terbayang wat if aku kje lain / tmpt lain, wat's it gonna be?
i love working related to ppl.. but it exhausts me so much especially when there are some things which upset me so much.. sgt sdey.. i really should take a break b4 i go berserk..
idiot ppl..
plus to that, my hp is making stupid problem.. asek nk goes off sdgkan mlm td dah caj full bar.. demmit..
everything is demmit..
dem.
i love working related to ppl.. but it exhausts me so much especially when there are some things which upset me so much.. sgt sdey.. i really should take a break b4 i go berserk..
idiot ppl..
plus to that, my hp is making stupid problem.. asek nk goes off sdgkan mlm td dah caj full bar.. demmit..
everything is demmit..
dem.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
my first interview session as a panel :D
last wednesday, there was an interview session and i was one of the panel.. and one of the other panel was kak umi, the one who had interviewed me more than a couple of years ago.. hehhe ;-P
my team is currently short-staffed.. and to find the correct person to suit the requirement is not as easy as i thot.. sgt leceh.. there were some candidates who were disqualified and also over qualified.. ada yg very presentable and looks very confident but then, he only has SPM as highest qualification.. very sad..
now i kinda understand why we should study to get the highest qualification as we can.. because eventho' we are suitable for the job, but we can be disqualified just by the education level..
i really hope those candidates yg bgs2 tu will eventually further their studies.. and be as successful as they can be..... :)
my team is currently short-staffed.. and to find the correct person to suit the requirement is not as easy as i thot.. sgt leceh.. there were some candidates who were disqualified and also over qualified.. ada yg very presentable and looks very confident but then, he only has SPM as highest qualification.. very sad..
now i kinda understand why we should study to get the highest qualification as we can.. because eventho' we are suitable for the job, but we can be disqualified just by the education level..
i really hope those candidates yg bgs2 tu will eventually further their studies.. and be as successful as they can be..... :)
Monday, May 3, 2010
being single is great.. trust me.
you are the only exception...
sometimes when i think back, it's really great to be single.. to just care about yourself.. coz rite now i've become sum1 who really weak, easily to be broken even over small stupid things.. yup i've to admit.. i luv to be pampered so when i get used to it, i can be very dependable.. so emotional, so vulnerable.. anything can become a breaking point..
like when i was supposed to enjoy the tokio hotel concert last saturday, yet i actually was in the crowd with a shattered heart and i almost about to cry in the middle of the crowd!
i was lucky enuff to go there with a fren who is agak blur when it comes to reading emotion on the face.. she was asking me "ada ko ok ke?".. n i was immediately snapped back to reality n answered "xde la, ok je" right away.. with that simple answer, she turned around to face the stage back.. hehh..
i guess it's true enuff.. what u get u have to give smthg back in return.. we as a humble n weak human, are not destined to have it all.. well, if it's not u then it's me.. i believe ramai lg yg kat luar sana pun camtu gak.. so for now, i need to just be grateful with i currently have.. i must learn not to ask for more.. to dream for it, work for it, yes i think i can.. but to hope for it, well......... i better not.
~taking care of the heart. as always...
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