sayang you can dance

ye syg2 ku sekalian... you all can dance... hakhakhak...

mari nonton ini muvi... muvi remaja krn kite sume adelah msh remaja... forever 21... hakhakhakhak...

cantek dowh poster dia... kaler2ful giteww...

nape promote cite nih? sbb tak tahan tgk si botak yg seksi samuel rizal itu... huhuhuh... benci amani dpt nari pelok2 ngan dia... nape la aku x g audition aritu ye... nyesal nih... huhuhuh....

aku pn nak tgkp gambar caniiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!

ok sape nk jd model lelaki nye sila agkt tgn!! hakhakhakhak...




hah? xde sape agkt tgn???? (T_T)

perasmian cawan kemenangan

tarikh perasmian: 23.2.09

ni adelah idea ila... dia srh tgkp gmbr letak kat blog... hakhakhak...
bsr bgt cawan nih... agak2 muka aku muat tak? hakhakhak...




~byk plak cite yg aku dgr di blkg tabir psl pemenang2 (leh ke sebut pemenang..cam klaka lak bunyiknye..huhuhuh)... i even wonder if i really deserve it? (-_-")

~sbnrnye cawan ni tak melambangkan ape2 kan... kalo org nk ckp aku tipu pn bleh kan... so aku sbnrnye tak leh la nak cite kat org lain sbb takde proof kan... adekah mmg motif nye sengaja begitu? supaya aku tak cite kat org lain? begitu?? hmmm.....

Deeper Conversation - Yuna

mari bercerita ttg Yuna...

sy kenal Yuna sejak dgr lagunya yg bertajuk "Dan Sebenarnya"... sgt puitis, sgt best, sgt Norah Jones... hakhakhakhak...

oke.. en.stan kata sy ketinggalan sbb dia dah lama TOP cuma sy tatau sbb dia bergerak secara underground... sy org upperground, apa2 aktiviti underground sy mmg tatau... huhuuhhuuu...

sy jupe page sorg mamat nih bernama amin di multiply ade lagu "Dan Sebenarnya"... and also another song; "Deeper Conversation"... i never heard the song before, but i downloaded it anyway...

ya... lps dgr "Deeper Conversation", sy trs jd kagum dgn Yuna... sbb sebutan english nya sgt jelas dan btol... bak kata sorg uncle india yg penah kata kat aku "ur london is very good"... tak phm? takpela tak penting... hakhakhak...

oke back to "Deeper Conversation"... yup, susunan lagu yg cantek, lirik yg simple dan mudah difahami... sesiapa saja akan trs jth cinta dgn lagu ni right after listening to it for the first tym...

and i've been playing the song all day long since yesterday...





and it's still playing now...




~sbm ni aku igt Yuna is from indonesia... ko yg btau kan alang... ko yg bertggjwb slh bg info kat aku kan kan kaaannn... (>.<)


~this is for you:
if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me


~counting down the days towards 28th feb 09...

quarter life crisis

i notice lately many of my frens have been or still be in this dilemma...

i tried to search on the net about this crisis.. this is wat i found.. the characteristics of the crisis:

• feeling "not good enough" because one can't find a job that is at one's academic/intellectual level
• frustration with relationships, the working world, and finding a suitable job or career
• confusion of identity
• insecurity regarding the near future
• insecurity concerning long-term plans, life goals
• insecurity regarding present accomplishments
• re-evaluation of close interpersonal relationships
• disappointment with one's job
• nostalgia for university, college, high school or elementary school life
• tendency to hold stronger opinions
• boredom with social interactions
• loss of closeness to high school and college friends
• financially-rooted stress (overwhelming college loans, unanticipatedly high cost of living, etc.)
• loneliness
• desire to have children
• a sense that everyone is, somehow, doing better than you

read here to know more.

baru aku tau sbnrnye benda ni adelah satu crisis dlman diri seseorg.. i thot it was just me.. n of cos at that tym i thot i was not normal for acting+feeling+thinking unrationally..

sbnrnye, sume tu adelah normal ye kwn2... (^_^)

if u guys experience one(s) of those characteristics above, jgn takut n jgn risau.. kalo crisis tu adelah smthg yg tak teruk, korg leh solve sndri benda alah ni.. it's all depends on Ya' Ollz (aaa tlg! dah cam blog azwan ali.. hakhakhak)

ramai kwn2 aku yg ckp derang rs bosan dgn life derang skrg.. especially yg dah keje.. katanya asek kejeeeeee je.. cuti pn g opis keje..

ye, aku pn penah rs begitu.. rs bosan tu akan tiba jua no matter how much we really luv the job.. even if the job is our dream-job.. kebosanan tu ttp akan tiba jua.. pecayalah..

org akan ckp, why dont u change ur job.. maybe it will give u new point of view.. yup, gud idea.. but it is gud only to proceed in 2years back.. now with the recession is coming, sume org pn cam ketakutan utk carik keje lain.. it's a risk which is stupidly one could take at the moment...

but, kalo korg rs bleh.. proceed je la kan.. it's ur life, u decide...

my suggestion is muhasabah diri (ceehhh) and tanya diri sndri wat u really want in ur life.. tanya diri sndri ape yg korg suka buat n wat u can really come out with it.. so, instead of just loving it, why not u try to create smthg out of it.. tak kesah la benda tu achievement nye tak gempak pn smpi leh kasik kecoh satu dunia kan.. but at least u have ur own life achievement, u see.. smthg u can be proud of.. it will make u feel better about urself...

tanye diri sndri wat u want to do.. wat u can achieve with it.. plan for it.. n then go for it.. it's gonna be a motivation for u to live another day everyday...

consult with frens n families if u cant figure it out urself.. no one knows u better other than ur own circle of close ppl...

k, slmt mencuba! hohoohooo p('.')q



~dok sorg2 ngan bf kat tepi tasek sek2 smbl dgr radio n mkn mcflurry oreo mmg ade pekdahnye kdg2.. hahahahaa...

boyfren: part II

bf dah pulang! bf dah pulang!! yeyyyeyeeyeye!!!!

ptg td g amek bf kat worshop... ms nmpk dia dr luar, aku dah tergamam... "tu bf ke?" ku berbisik di dlm hati... eceeeehhh... hakhakhak...

ye, bf encem... walopun baru melepasi fasa pertama, tp keencemannye sdh mula terserlah... dr saat aku first nmpk dia smpi la aku dah park kat dpn umah, in fact smpi saat ini ye, aku msh blm mahu berhenti tersengih... skt dah mulut aku nih... tp tak leh la nak masamkan... pelbagai cubaan tlh dilakukan ttp msh blm berjaya... mungkin sat lg aku tdo pn dlm kesengihan yg berpjgan hingga ke pg dan hari2 berikutnya...

td ms tgh drive, aku cam paranoid... brek keta adelah dr jauh dah brek... bile motor dok mencelah2, aku dah terrified... nak je aku jerit "dont come near my bf!! stay-away stay-away!!!"... hakhakhak... haih... (-_-")

nak letak gmbr ke? tak mo laa... sape nak tgk, sile request personally... hakhakhak...




~td lps mandi dlm kol 10pm, aku kluar g belai2 bf... hakhakhak

apekah apekaahhh

smlm sbm aku blk, borak jap ngan abg razi... dia adelah menyuruh aku edit video persembahan mlm kristal dlu...

erk... aku tertelan air liur... muka ku trs menjadi kelat...

dia smbg lg... dia kata dak2 RRT dok ralit tgk video tu tiap2 ptg... dia srh edit part Dancing Queen je...

kali ni aku dah tak mmpu nk telan air liur... tercekik air liur sndri lg ade laa...

aku sumpah smpi la ni pn aku tak penah lg tgk video tu... cane la aku nak edit nih... leh tak aku nak out-source je task tu... hakhakhak...

haihh... (-_-")

mari menonton

aritu aku tgk cite Braveheart kat TV... aku x penah tgk pn cite tu before... aku adelah nangis tgk cite tu... beria aku nangis... mmg kena nangis ke tgk cite tu? ke aku je yg poyo?

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aku skrg sdg menggilai anime2 di animax... ye, aku mmg bergantung pd animax semata2 utk tgk anime sbb sgt mls dwnld... dolu2 ms stadi rjn la... srkg nih, nak abeskan bc novel pn terhegeh2 even cite tu bes nak mati... huhuhuh...
aku sgt suke:

paradise kiss - fesyen baju yg cantek2 yg memikat jiwa yg akan wat ko nak jd watak yukari/caroline...
ayakashi ayashi - yukiatsu yg encem especially time dia tgh lawan dgn antu2 tu sume...
darker than black - oke... cite ni mmg ssh nak phm (aku je la kut... hahaha) sbb aku ade miss beberapa episode sbm ni...

so far tu je kut... yg akan msk dlm list adelah nodame cantabile... aritu tayangan premier aku miss... so aku akan nonton di utube... ceeehhhh... seboleh2nye tak mo dwnld... pemls sggh!! huhuhuhuu...

ye aku tau kalo bergantung pd animax semata2 bermaksud aku adelah ketinggalan... sume anime tu dah kecoh satu internet since year(s) ago... tape2, better late than never kan... hakhakhak...


~aktiviti ni sume aku wat aku makin mls nk kuar umah or wat OT di opis ye... haihh (-_-")

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aritu tgk Bride War... cite yg sgt ringan... kalo tmbg pn bape gram je... hikhikhik... cam dah leh agak la next scene ape next scene ape... tp anne heathaway mmg sorg wanita yg menarik... walopun tak de la secantek julia roberts even senyumannya selebar julia roberts, tp aku rs dia ada warm personality... make her approachable and sweet...

next movie on the list:
changelling
serious case of benjamin button

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smlm tgk THS: Heath Ledger kat E!... sbm ni tak sempat nk tgk THS dia... baru smlm sempat tgk... syg la dia mati... frankly aku mmg minat dia since 10 things i hate about you... sgt gile tgk cite tu smpi aku ade sume soundtracks utk cite tu... tak beli, dwnld je... hakhakhakhak... sgt sdey dia mati sbb dia sgt talented... kalo dia idop lama lg dia sure akan jd sehebat brad pitt, tom cruise, jack nicholson dan yg sewaktu dgnnya...

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sbm tu tgk THS: Posh & Becks... baru aku tau serba sket permulaan kerjaya beckham... bgs gak mamat tu... sgt bekerja keras dr kecik utk jd footballer... ms dia kat dlm MU dlu he's not my fave... aku suke ryan gigs n peter schmeichel... pakcik peter nih mmg the best goalie ever... sgt kagum tgk dia... cam mesmerize gitu... hohohoho... ok back to becks... aku rs sgt kesian kat dia lps dia kena jual ke real madrid... tp percaturan sir alex lbey penting utk kepentingan MU drpd kepentingan peribadi... so mmg aku rs becks takkan dpt msk MU blk selagi sir alex dgn MU... hohooohooooo...






~aku sbnrnye terlupa yg arini aku kena keje sbb tkr shift... ampeh... smpi opis kol 10.30am... n aku kena cancel date ngan udin... kenyataan plg ampeh yg aku terpaksa telan... lama dah tak jupe udin... haihh (-_-")

7 perangai2 manusia yg aku benci dan wujud di opis nih:

7 perangai2 manusia yg aku benci dan wujud di opis nih:

1) provokasi

-manusia ni suka provoke org lain utk bergaduh sesama sndri ye... sy tatau ape motifnye tp mebi dia mmg suke utk lihat org lain saling tdk bertegur sapa... dia takkan provoke secara terang2an tp secara halus dan sulit cnthnye, dia akan bertanya soklan spt berikut:
"kak ada tak gi mkn ngan derang ke?"

fuck.


2) menunjuk lagak

-manusia ni suka nak tnjk lagak dr segala serba dan serbi... dia takkan pedulik even dia hanyalah berpura2 atau berdusta semata2 utk membuktikan yg dia lah terhebat dr yg lain2...

fuck.


3) mengadu domba

-manusia ni akan suka nak mengadu benda2 yg tak elok psl org lain kat org atasan spt bos... cam sial... kunun nk bg up diri sndri la... eh hello!! kalo nk up diri sndri pn perlu ke smpi nak burukkan org lain... mane teamwork? together we achieve more??? taik la ko...

fuck.


4) mengampu

-manusia ni suka nak memuji2 dpn ko tp blkg ko kutuk tak hengat... ni pn sama cam sial... ko igt ape, aku mkn saman ke ngan pujian sume tu... adelah sgt nmpk ko nak mengampu... ko akan wat diri ko nmpk sgt terhegeh2 utk dptkan attention... wat aku nyampah ok!!

fuck.


5) gedik

-manusia ni mmg sgt gedik especially dgn kaum jantina yg berlawanan dgnnya... sgt menyampah ok... kang tetiba dgr sore yg kunun menggoda jiwa la, sdgkan telinga nih cam bernanah dah dok dgr sore dia...

fuck.


6) menggosip

-manusia ni suka nak korek rahsia org lain pastu jaja satu opis... cam bangang... dok la jaja rahsia org tp diri sndri pn wat benda yg sama...

fuck.


7) menyebok hal org lain

-sukati aku la kan nk wat pe sume... yg ko nak sebok tu pe hal... sukati la aku nak mkn kol bape, nak dok kat mana... perlu ke aku report kat sume aktiviti seharian aku di opis nih??

fuck.



leh tak aku nak tag post nih... hakhakhak...

aku nak tag:
ain
ila
moon
dilla
zielalalala
stannero

sy sgt marah arini..

mcm bodoh mcm babi mcm sial mcm bangang mcm taikk

ye sy sgt mrh arini...
ayat di atas adelah stetus sy di gtalk utk arini...


ade mmbr tegur nape mrh sgt... tak penah aku letak stetus carutan sebegitu...

hmm... rentetan kemarahan itu adelah dr smlm aku rs... mlm td tdo pn dlm kebengangan ya amat... so bile di opis pg2 lg bos carik psl, aku pn naik hangen laa... (sian aini... slama ni kakmar je yg ngadap aku berperangai begitu, skrg aini lak...huhuhuhuhhu)

msk arini dah hari ke 17 aku tak bersama bf... sgt lama di workshop sbb bru this week bf di cat semula satu bdn... last week just smpt psg bumper n skirt je... ni sume gara2 anta workshop tym raya cina... igt ye, len kali jgn anta kenderaan anda tym org dah nk beraya... huh....

so kira this week la baru bf akan dicat... cat kaler asal except for bonet dpn n blkg kaler itam...

tp bley plak adek aku nye bf (bf adek aku adelah manusia la ye... bkn kete dia atau benda2 yg lain), dia ckp last week dia nmpk bf aku kat flat seksyen 7... dia ckp ade ramai org dlm kete tu, penuh... sume guys... dia nye ciri2 sama spt yg aku describe... bonet dpn n blkg kaler itam... aku cam plek... setau aku bf blm cat lg, mgu ni baru cat... pastu aku tanya la adek aku, bf dia tu knl ke kete aku tu... dia jwb, takkan la dia x knl kut... ok, jwpn x memberangsangkan... zenzen desu yo!!!

fine... aku pn syp je la since then... yg aku angen kan tu ble mak aku pn ikut bsg psl ape kete tu lama sgt kat workshop... ntah2 aku kena tpu ke ape... skt telinga aku ni ok... kata2 itu ditujukan utk kwn aku ye... angen gak la sbbnye cam kunun kwn aku akan stabbed my back n take away my bf... dok dgr dia bebel mmg aku rs cam nk angkut sume brg2 aku pndh umah lain... aku bajet mak aku dah termkn dek aduan adek aku tu... kalo tak, dia tak sebsg begitu...

fine... aku pn ajak mmbr aku g tgk bf n tgkp gmbr dia... terbukti bf msh blm siap lg, msh dlm rawatan lulur mandi puteri binari... aku pn tnjk la gmbr kat adek aku tu... pastu dia ckp "aaa... cani la yg k***h tu ckp... bumper dpn blkg kaler itam... dia nmpk kat seksyen 7..."

babi la ko... mmg aku syg ko, tp aku tetap nk carut gak kat ko... aritu ko ckp lain, sat2 tu gak ko ckp lain... kut ye pn ko nk backing bf ko, jgn la smpi nmpk ko cam bodo sgt... pecaya bulat2 bf ko yg blm tentu pn jd laki ko... mmg taikk laaa....

yg bf dia tu pn 1 hal... ape yg dia cuba nk buktikan di c2? kunun dia concern terhdp future family-in-law nye kah? kunun nk tnjk yg dia bertggjwb kah? kunun nk tnjk dia leh dipecayai kah? aku sndri tak pasti... tp yg aku btol2 pasti, kejadian tersebut tlh mnjadi 1 turning point utk aku cop dia sbg mental... psychomaniac... sbb ape? sbm2 ni byk cite psl dia yg aku rs amat plek... tak perlu la aku cite kat cni... wat nyemak blog aku ni je... slama ni aku syp je sbb aku tau adek aku syg dia... slagi dia tak kaco idop aku, aku akan trs wat bodo je... that's just me ok...

tp kali ni, aku dah tak leh nk trima dia... patutla bpk aku rejek dia... aku rs bpk aku sndri leh agak mamat tu mental... smthg wrong somewhere... bertambah respek aku kat encik sahak... mmg nalurinya jitu... abah, kini ku mengerti... AdA nk join club abah; hate-nurul's-k***h club... hakhakhakhak....

selama ni, tanpa pengetahuan adek aku... aku adelah sentiasa berdoa, bile adek aku dah keje nnt, dia akan jupe someone else yg lbey waras akal pkrannya... yg lbey stabil emosinya... lalu bercinta dan berkahwin dgnnya... ini adelah rahsia terbsr idop aku yg aku tak penah share seumur idop aku dgn dia... tlg la makbul... aku tau abah aku pn doa yg sama... so tlg la makbul... ameeeennnn...



p/s: korg tlg doakan skali ye... hakhakhak

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akibat dr berperasaan marah sepjg ari, aku telah mendpt adiah terhebat:

(-_-")





~to hafiz, time kaceh ye sudi tmpgkan aku ke opis utk semlm n arini ye... jasamu dikenang selamanya... nnt aku wat tugu peringatan utk ko ye... hikhikhikhik....

Aku bosan jadi cerita pun mengarut.

i was tagged by i.love.me and akainkin:

[RULES]

the rules are simple. Use google Image to search the answer to the questions below...then u MUST choose a pic in the first page of the result and post it as your anwers. After that tag 10 people:

I'AM.. whitelilies

I really want to go to.... soul society

My favorite place.... sunway pyramid

My favorite thing... boyfren (pecaya la..bf aku ngan bf sarah raisudin mmg xde kaitan lgsg..berkaitan ngan sarah raisudin pn xde ye!)

My favarite drink... apple juice asam boi (ape kaitan apple juice asam boi ngan pakcik apam balik ni aku pn kurang pasti...maybe dia la pengasas mnman feveret aku nih...huhuhuh)

My favoriTe foood.. kueytiaw ladna (t'paksa amek gmbr ke2 sbb gmbr 1st kuar error)

My favorite colour.. blue

I live in.. whitelilies island (actually whitelilies-island adelah berasal dr album ni...album yg bes n tajuk yg catchy)

I was born in... kuala kangsar

My school/college.. skool of shinigami

My favorite story... sum of all fears

My Hobby... watching animax (aku pn tak pasti ape kaitan animax dgn gmbr mamat anime nih)

I wish.. i'm married now (waaaahh...this is unpredictable..adekah mamat di bwh ini adelah jodohku yg sbnrnyaa?? muahahahahhahaaha)

i want to tag no one.


~bes gak wat mende mengong nih... pnt tp bes... leceh tp menarik... hakhakhak