azam tahun baru 2009...

~tagged by akainkin~

azam tahun baru 2009...

• sy nak menjadi lbey serius terhadap kehidupan sy... in fact i already started it few months ago... i've stopped all the nonsence activities (dan ain amat bersukur dgn keputusanku ini..hikhikhik)... and try to plan my life accordingly...
• sy nak menjadi lbey adventurous... kalo bley every month plan out pegi jln2 kat tmpt yg menarik utk dilawat... especially any activities yg berkaitan dgn air laut... sungai second ye... hikhikhik

tu je... sbb yg lain2 tu azam2 yg kecik... mls nak tls... the above 2 adelah azam aku yg amat nekad... yg btol2 aku nak wat...

(^_^)

~happy new year all... may 2009 be a promising year for us...

Tagged Reaksi Muka

i was tagged by ain

Instruction:




1. Guna link ni kalau nak cari emotion tu: http://myspace.laymark.com/#icons


2. cari muka yang betul2 ikhlas hahaha






1. Hi how are ya?
2. Hey! You wanna go to the mall?
3. I LOVE U..
4. Do u want some cookies?
5. Can you take me a picture?!?
6. Help me in my homework!
7. Here's my gift to you...
8. Let's just be textmates
9. Do you want me to buy you an ipod?
10. Let's sit together in the bus
11. Hi baby
12. You still cute!
13. I still LOVE you!
14. Can I visit your house?
15. Do you love me?








My Riak Muka separti bawah ini:





1. Hi how are ya?






2. Hey! You wanna go to the mall?







3. I LOVE U..








4. Do u want some cookies?








5. Can you take me a picture?!?






6. Help me in my homework!







7. Here's my gift to you...



8. Let's just be textmates

9. Do you want me to buy you an ipod?

10. Let's sit together in the bus

11. Hi baby

12. You still cute!

13. I still LOVE you!

14. Can I visit your house?

15. Do you love me?

this post is dedicated to ain

i always learn how to respect other ppl... respect other ppl includes themselves, their lives and their decisions... because i always believe we live in different lives... we've been brought up in different ways... we have different histories... that's why we are unique...

what i don't get is how some ppl can be proud of themselves and love to look down on others? how they can actually have the heart to do that?

fine, if they really do have some things that they can really be proud of... but how about the ppl who are willing to make up stories, telling all what they possessed but actually they dont, just to be/feel better than the others?

i always wonder how they can come up with that kind of ridiculously stupid idea? and, why they actually do it?

perhaps, they are lacking of self-confidence or smthg... there are smthg about themselves that they dont like so they do it just to boost up their self-confidence... is it?

we are all human... have a bit more or less here and there... once we befriended with other ppl, we learn how to tolerate with their advantages and weaknesses... that's how we form a very good friendship / relationship at the first place... give and take...

but what if only one side who always demand to receive and never want to give? and that one side never want to tolerate, but instead take advantage on the weaknesses of the others, just to be the best?

of course the bond created previously will fall apart, rite?

we are not talking about office politics here, ok?!... we are talking about relationships between human beings... so taking advantage on others is a big N.O.!!

back when i was in junior high (menengah rendah ye), i used to have problem with self-esteem... i did have a best friend who i was ridiculously, foolishly believe in everything she said... but then she betrayed me and stabbed at my back... i used to hate myself inside-out, i hated my parents, i hated my life... never in my entire life i thought myself as a beautiful person... i hated myself for being born as a female... i was a grumpy person, arrogant, and egoist... i hated boys because i always thought i'm much better than them... how i always wished i was someone else...

when i entered senior high, i changed and slowly evolve, ever since, into the person i am now... it required a lot of effort, and time... and when at this current time-zone, there is someone who tried to change me back to the old me, why would i still stick to that person, rite? i should walk away... i should take care of my heart for not being hurt again... rite?

so that's why i walked away... and i dont think it's wrong... i won't give a damn if there are ppl who think it is wrong... because i've learnt that in some situations, we have to put ourselves first before others...

i never want to be the old me... i always afraid for some reason, something has triggered the hidden part of me, and change me back to the person i used to be...

thank God for still let me have the good ppl in my life, who always be my supporters, giving the positive influence to me effortlessly... also my parents who never give up on me...

i know ain will understand this dillema immediately... to ain, you always wonder how i've influenced you to still not going back to the person you used to be... because i was also like you... been there done that... perhaps the storyline is different but the basic issue is still the same... the key here is; hold on to the people who constantly give you positive influence, so that you will remain positive like them as well...







~currently sgt gile mendengar Tanpa Kekasihku by Agnes Monica... lps tau lirik dia terus aku jatuh cinta kat lagu ni sbb lagu dia sgt sdey... n agnes menyanyikan lagu ni dgn penuh prsaan smpi aku btol2 rs kesedihan lagu ni... pilu n sebak rs di hati... agnes mmg sorg penyanyi yg bgs (promo2... ahakhakhak)~

Rahsia Kehenseman Lelaki

Ini adelah satu rahsia kehenseman salah sorg laki terkacak di custcare.. Benda wajib yg perlu ade di dalam beg dan musti dibawa ke mana-mana:

tuesday, dec 23 08

~time: 5.00pm

just finished cooking baked pasta..
took a shower before heading off to sunway pyramid..


~time: 5.45pm

suddenly changed plan..
packing up stuff to go for a swim first before heading off to sunway pyramid..


~time: 7.00pm

finished swimming..
driving to sunway pyramid..


~time: 7.30pm

in shock... the flyover from jln subang to sunway's parking area was jammed... jam yg sgt teruk ok... tak penah2 plak jln tu jam before...
ms ni dah terbayang2 seluar2 di esprit n element melambai2 pemergianku... huhuhuhuh...


~time: 7.30pm++

ms tgh sebok2 curik jln org utk wat u-turn, got sms from ain...

Ain: Ada k0 kat sunway lg ke?
AdASyuT: Aku bru nk msk paking skali tgk org ramai sgt..xjd la aku..tp aku stil kt dpn sunway ni..
Ain: Ye ke. 0k.

(dlm pale aku berpikir: slalu ain tanye cani dia ade kat sunway gak nak ajk join mkn skali)

AdASyuT: Nape? Ko katne?
Ain: Aku kat 0fic lg. Aie nak amik k0l 9.30. Aku xmau, call mak aku dia xangkat. Aku nak blk sendr takut. Haha. Gile dah aku ni. Tid0 0ffc aku.
AdASyuT: Ko bia btol! Ko nk aku amek ko ke? Aku leh je nk grk trs ni..
Ain: Leh gak. Xnyusahkan k0 ke.
AdASyuT: Aku dah otw da pn..ko tgu je c2 k..hehe
Ain: 0o 0k.
AdASyuT: Sape lg ade kt opis tu? Ko sorg jeke?
Ain: Ada mirul zaim fakhrul lala n dak baru


~time: 8.10pm

driving along NPE...
tetiba terigt ain penah ckp cani:

lain kali aku akan berhati2 ngan org yg baik ngan aku

erk... *gulp*


~time: 8.20pm (lbey krg laa)

already in front of annexe 2... igt nak srh ain trn... skali terigt dak ni penakut nak mati... g la naik opis (tetiba terigt bju yg dipakai adelah seksi di dpn... jd cpt2 cover ngan rambut... ahakhakhak)

lepak jap ngan ain kat meja dia... ain cite psl ceramah yg dia kena attend siang td... pastu blah n trs g mkn2 kat kpg medan kat kdai pondan... pastu borak2 gelak2... aku ckp psl ape yg aku pk ms otw amek dia td... jenuh dia gelakkan aku... ahakahakahak (-_-")

ain ckp:

baik ko lain la Ada

ok noted... (^_^)


tp aku ckp gak kat dia... kebetulan je sbnrnye sbb ms dia btau dia still lg kat opis, aku btol2 kat u-turn tu... elok je abes baca msg dia, trs aku straight, tak amek u-turn tu...

n kebetulan gak aku nak g swimming before pegi sunway...

n kebetulan gak ramai gle org nak g sunway dan telah menyebabkan aku tak jd nak gi situ...


~time: 10 smthg (otw blk ke umah lps anta ain)

got another sms from ain...

Ain: Tq ada. Ingat ni 1 keajaiban. Hehe
AdASyuT: Ahaha..baikk!!


(^_^)



~ain, sonok kuar mlm td... sbb kite dah tak yah kuar sorok2... PM pun takkan leh nak ckp ape2 or majuk bkn2 sbb kite kuar berdua je tak ajak dia... first time aku rs btol2 bebas lps insiden tu... aku sukee... ehehehhee... (^_^)

mlm klasik kristal annual dinner 2008

date: 19.12.08
venue: laksamana hall, armada hotel, PJ




annual dinner ni la yg telah menyebabkan aku keletihan amat gara2 kekurangan rehat dan telah mengalami kekurangan kosentrasi kerja... sbbnye aku telah involve dlm persembahan utk mlm tu as i per mentioned in the prev post before... bak kata kak liza, aku adelah one of the artists of the nite... ahakhakhakhak... uweekkk... (-_-")

aku takkan letak video persembahan tersebut di sini krn ianya adelah memalukan... ahahahaha... hamzi siap gelakkan aku lg ms aku ckp aku tanak tgk video tu... ahahahahaha... (-_-")

tp bak kata zeela, lps dah abes wat show tu rs excited lak... rs cam nak wat lg... dan akibatnya, kami yg perasan-artis nih dok la nari2 kat blkg ms org lain tgh wat show... ahakhakhak... dan peringatan sekali lagi, video / gambar tarian tersebut tidak akan dipublish di blog ini...

~kak icah kata aku sgt sopan sbb pakai bj ni... ahakhakhak... well, i'm not a bitch or a whore... i'm just a plain, decent girl... ehehehe~


~kanak2 excited~


~mlm yg bertuah sbb nombor aku bertuah (this is a rare occassion, wajib excited ok)... nombor pertama yg dicabut ok... adiahnye adelah set gelas dr ikea~


~bergambar dgn doktor ismadi~


~hamzi, co-sound engineer n pemangkin aku utk terus berlakon sbg customer dgn jayanya~


~ernie terpaksa blk awal mlm tu... cian dia~


~tgk en.stan pakai cani, aku terigt dia penah ckp kat aku, "hg jgn bangkitkan rimau yg sdg tido"... adekah rimau itu telah terjaga?? tengtengteenngg~


~dgn kak miza yg anggun amat (dia asek geleng pale tgk kami dok terkinja2 kat blkg hall)~


~zaim, si penarik beca... eh, bkn... si cameraman~


~gmbr ramai2, hepy2~


~batch custcare yg plg latest... derang sgt sporting... sukeee bgt~


~abg razi; male best dressed of the nite~


~suka bgt gmbr nih... aksi kanak2 tadika menari... ahakhakhak~


~sarah, anak kak shada yg comey+bijak~


~igt nak balik naik vespa je mlm tu... skali terlupa lak nak bwk helmet... atas nasihat zol n zeela, aku pun blk la naik kete~


~gambar ramai2 atas stage~


~aku plg benci zaim dlm gmbr ni... sbb dia sgt seswai dgn gaya abg si penarik beca dan moto vespa... huh~

byk lg gmbr2 yg lain tp aku sgt la tak sanggup nak tgk... tgu bln dpn baru aku brani tgk balik... ahakhakhakhak...


(-_-")



~mlm tu after dinner, aku ila dila n mun trs ke lenggong, perak utk ke rumah aida...

bday dinner @ pulau

date: 12.12.08
venue: pulau, KL


hmm... tragis sbnrnye ble nak dipikirkan balik event utk mlm ni... sbbnye takde dlm perancangan pun utk celebrate bday di sini... plan mulanya adelah utk mkn2 di Chilli's, MidV... tp oleh kerana ade satu perkhabaran yg kurang enak telah disampaikan oleh akainkin pd mlm sbmnya, maka aku tkr plan rite at the moment... aku adelah sgt tak tahan dgn kata2 PM terhadap kak liza... dgn itu, aku nekad utk tidak menghiraukan sebarang akibat lalu membuat keputusan ini:

belanja sume org (yg berkenaan shj) makan satay di pulau. TANPA DIA.


ahli2 yg dijemput:

• kak mar n kakchid2 - aku mmg dah lama berniat nak blnje bunda dan ex-mak aku ni
• ain - ade smthg yg aku janji nak celebrate utk dia
• ila, dila, mun & aida - sbb aku n derang adelah satu pakej ok.. tp syg, aida n mun x dpt join.. mun join later kat NZ
• en.stan, zaim, phana & fakrul - derang ni pun satu pakej.. kalo ajk sorg, kena ajak sume skali
• kak la - sbb dah lama tak kuar ngan dia
• kak liza - tp dia tak dpt join
  

yg nak dijemput tp takde di opis aritu:

• kak obie
• kak icah

yg terlupa dijemput tp tak sure aritu dia ade kat opis ke tak:

• mimie (haha..cian dia..cane laa leh terlupa nih)

~with kak la, the chipmunk~

~bunda chid2 n dila~

~ex-mak; kak mar, ain & ila_bontot ayam~

~lelaki2 pakej Combo custcare : fakrul, phana, zaim & en.stan~

gmbr mknan tak sempat diambil sbb sumenye telah disapu ligat oleh ahli2 lembaga yg hadir... mmg dasar lembaga sumenye... ehehehehhe...



~tq all for coming... (^_^)

bday eve di genting

date: 11 dec 2008
venue: theme park, genting highland


ok... ni first time sy pegi ke genting setlh bertahun2 lamanya... dlu pegi adelah ms darjah 1 ke 2, camtu laa... ok, sy tahu anda sdg gelakkan sy tp sy pasrah... sy tak kesah... sy tak malu... at least sy tak penah pegi genting dgn bf sy wat projek lagho... ahakhakhakhak... teeeetttt.....

neway, gmbr2 yg diambil takde lgsg dgn parents... sbbnye derang tak mo main... kami adek beradek je yg dok terkinja2 main sume2 game tu...

cuaca sgt sejuk ok... siap pakai mafela n glove lg... sy tgk chinese sume rilekk je pakai short... sdgkan tgn sy dah beku tggl blm smpi thp reput frost je lg... hmmm... mebi derang mnm2 jap sbm g main kan... hehe...

~tgh tepon 100 wat repot streamyx~



~igt nak naik jln2 kat kota london, skali pakcik drebar tu g lunch plak~



~adek2 ku yg amat hipokrit di dpn kamera... sume berlakon cumel... dr kiri: nurul, ihsan & ida~

adiah 2nd runner up for best performance_mlm klasik dinner kristal 08

sepjg hari adelah tertanya2 bile agaknye leh shower myself with the prize utk show mlm dinner tu... tgh dok sebok wat keje, tetiba hamzi dtg membawa perkhabaran... elok je dia blah, aku pun blast email kat sume yg terlibat

legend: xxx - artis mama mia... (ahakhakhakhak)



from: syut ishak <adasyut@gmail.com> to: xxx
date: Mon, Dec 22, 2008 at 4:13 PM
subject: adiah 2nd runner up for best performance_mlm klasik dinner kristal 08


kawan2..
td borak ngan hamzi..
dia suggest kite spend adiah cash yg kite dpt tu kat Lost World Tambun..
maybe kite pegi dlm bln dpn.. date takde lg, tp ble dah dpt date nnt hopefully sape yg kena keje aritu, tkr la shift of apply AL k..

hamper still ade kat dlm kete (tak pasti lak kete sape)..

any update will inform later k..


(^_^)



~nnt la aku update mlm dinner tu... gmbr2 sgt berterabur kat dlm hp ok... huhuhuhuh... (-_-")

Tag: Me and You

sy di tag oleh ila_anorrin n en.stan... means benda ni kena wat ASAP... ahakhakhakhak... (-_-")


1. 5 Ciri Wanita/Lelaki Idaman Anda :
a) love me as me
b) can tolerate with the way i live my life (understanding)
c) love my family
d) witty
e) matang

2. 5 Wanita/Lelaki Yang Tak Pernah Anda Minati Sepanjang Hidup :
a) suka memaksa
b) suka mengungkit
c) cetek pemikiran
d) pemarah
e) busuk hati

3. 5 Perasaan Anda Sekiranya Keluar Dengan Orang Yang Minati :
a) seronok
b) bangga
c) tatau nak ckp ape
d) segan
e) malu2.. ahakhakhakhak

4. 5 Tempat Istimewa Yang Ingin Dilawati Bersama Pasangan Anda :
a) Bali
b) Miami
c) Jepun
d) Disneyland
e) Pulau Perhentian

5. 5 Barangan/Sesuatu Istimewa Yang Akan Anda Hadiahkan Kepada Dia :
a) cincin
b) baju
c) necktie
d) kasut
e) AdASyuT... ahakhakhakhak

6. Tajuk Lagu Yang Akan Anda Nyanyikan Untuk Pasangan Anda..
a) bagaikan sakti - siti nurhaliza & m. nasir (ost PGL)
b) best in me - blue
c) lelaki idaman - melly goeslow
d) i'm yours - jason mraz
e) pengabdian cinta - krisdayanti

7. Rakan Yang Anda Tag Dan Mahu Mereka Buat tag ini
a) moon
b) dilla
c) alang
d) ajer

ahad, dec 21 08

sy kepenatan...
since last week sy bekerja keras for the show for the dinner...
and i'm glad it's now finally over...

it's funny how i first dont want to involve and suddenly i participated in it since the first meeting, until the editting-song part and the choreography thing... until i have to sacrifice my off/rest day... sgt penat ok... hari2 prektis (hari2 ke?)... kalo lah leh claim OT for the off/rest day kan best... hmmm... (-_-")

pastu kena g lenggong, perak... smpi umah aida dlm kol 4am smthg... trs g directly after the dinner... sepjg jln aku tdo... tu pun tdo-jaga-tdo-jaga... dilla drive smpi tersesat ke taiping sbb miss exit kuala kgsr... terpaksa pth blk... aku drive dr tol taiping tu smpi umah aida... smpi2 aida ajak teman dia pkai inai... tp ms tgh layan dia, aku tetido... tak tau ms tu dah pkl bape... ngantuk ok...

tp ok la... kenduri aida best... siap ade moto antik iring pengantin... ahaha...

pastu drive blk ke KL... stat dr sungkai aku dah mula ngantuk... igt nak bertahan tp takleh... aku dah terlelap smbl drive... aku dah kjp ke kiri kjp ke kanan... aku berenti kat behrang... pastu ila smbg drive... seb baik ila sggp nak drive smpi KL... huhuhuhuhu...

aku gagah gak nk tgk Criminal Minds mlm tu... aku tdo dlm kol 2am kut... bgn2 dah kol 1.30pm... terkejut aku... trs aku bgn mandi2 bsh kepala... tp bgn tu pun bdn aku dah panas gile... mata dah rs kering sbb panas... hidung asek berair je... tp aku bsh gak kain, msk nasik...

tghri mkn telur rebus kndri aida n arca buah yg ditapau dr umah aida semlm, n sedikit kicap pencukup rs... pastu sepjg ari baring atas lantai... kepanasan...

carik panadol tak jupe... tatau la mak letak ubat yg byk2 tu kat ne... dah abes ke??

esok keje... mls tol rs nak g opis... backlog tgh byk nih... tym aku smpn backlog baru la kak miza nak wat meeting... time backlog aku cantek tanak lak dia wat meeting... huh! (-_-")

kak miza rejek AL aku for 25th dec ni... tak bes tol laa (slh aku gak sbnrnye)... kena carik org ganti shift la jwbnye... nak kena rearrange schedule la jwbnye... leceh tol laa...

tape2... demi along's big day, i'll do anythg for her!

n tak saba gak nak tgu 24th nih... ehehehehe ('_^)

to alang, i'm really sorry for ur lost... hope u'll be fine... u take care ok dear...



~tgh tgk zee tv... ade arjun rampal... terubat rs penat nih.. ligthten myself up... ahakhakhakhak...

Baked Pasta with Cheese for sale (-_-")

ok... walopun at first aku rs ni idea gile... tp atas desakan ila_annorin (sbb dia asek tanye tanpa jemu), aku rs aku proceed je la idea nih...

sila klik di sini dan sini utk tgk contoh ye...

harga:

1 bekas = RM5
1 bekas ada 5 biji meatball
for any extra meatball; 1 biji = RM0.60

(bekas tersebut adalah sebesar 17cm x 11.5cm... ala2 bekas mihun goreng yg dijual di 7-e)

so, sesape nak order leh trs jupe sy di workstation no.58, level 29, annexe 2, plaza cygal, bangsar... atau call hp no (kpd sesape yg ade), atau email ke adasyut@gmail.com... kalo bleh, mentionkan juga tarikh bile nak ye...

ok tq...



p/s: ahakhakhakhakhakhakhakhakhak *lol*

manusia hipokrit

Baru td aku tgk result QM… wahahahahahaha… ade beberapa perkara yg menarik perhatianku utk dikomen ye…

Sile beri perhatian between org yg wat keje cepat dgn org yg wat keje lmbt… quality org yg wat keje lmbt lg bgs berbanding ngan org yg wat keje cepat… bezanya adelah spt langit dgn bumi ok…

Aku tls ni bkn sbb ape… sbb ade sorg manusia ni dia dok komplen kata nape dak2 yg wat keje lmbt tu wat keje lmbt… dia bkn stakat komplen ok… tp adelah mengumpat sambil mencarut2… dah la org2 tu sume adelah kwn2 aku… selamba ngumpat kwn2 aku dpn aku… ape kes tah dak tu… cam sial je…

Dia selalu canangkan cite kat sume org kunun dia lah yg wat keje plg bgs… pastu suke nak berlagak2 ngan sume org kate keje dia dah siap cpt…

Helllooooo… igt aku tak tau ke cane dia leh wat keje cpt… igt aku tak tau ke dia wat keje cane… siap nak berlagak ngan aku… cuba dia try skali compare keje dia ngan aku… aku wat keje ikut flow yg btol ok… aku tau la dia suke cheat… igt aku bodo ke… org tu mmg tak sedar diri sbb keje wat tak btol pastu brani plak nak berlagak2… mcm bangang!!

Aku tak phm la cane org tu leh berlagak gile… dia berlagak dlm suuuummeee benda… seolah2 dia lah yg plg bgs… dan sgt tak leh terima kalo ade org lain yg lbey dr dia… slalu perasan cantek, slalu prsn kaya, slalu prsn bgs… sdgkan abuk pun takde…

Pastu leh lak selamba nak ngumpat aku blkg aku… sdgkan kat dpn aku bkn main baik lg… ngaku kwn, tp kat blkg ngumpat tak hengat… kawan ke camtu??? Aku tak phm cane dia leh hipokrit gile… blkg bkn main sdp mengata, kat dpn sket punye baik… bangang…

Dia mmg seorg yg bangang… dia mmg bangang…

Aku dah tak leh nak tgk muka dia lg… sbb aku dah tak lalu… aku rs cam jijik nak pndg dia…

huh!!

tdo kat umah ain

Arini gi opis gak walopun cuti sbb dah janji ngan hamzi nak edit lagu utk show dinner tu nnt…

Mlm ni tdo umah ain ngan ila… ni first time tdo ngan ila… ila asek main ngan bontot aku je… lepas dah puas, asek korek telinga mengabeskan putik kapas mak ain… kesian mak ain… nnt mak ain nak anta bil kat umah ila… nnt ila mst dah serik nak dtg umah lg (tp ila ckp dia takkan malu dtg lg kat umah ain dan abeskan putik kapas mak ain… ila mmg cacat)…

Mak ain takde blk kpg jd kami temankan ain mlm ni… esok mak ain dah blk cni…

Td sbm blk umah ain, kitorg g makan kat Mr. Teppanyaki kat sunway pyramid… mknan yg dimakan adelah:

• Adasyut – salmon bento
• Ain – chicken n beef teppanyaki
• Ila – mixed seafood teppanyaki

Huhuhu… lately asek rs nak mkn Japanese food je… nape eh… adekah jodohku nnt org jepun?
Tp mak aku lately asek masak kari je… adekah mak aku akan bermenantukan org penang? @ Indian? @ anak mami @ tiada kaitan lgsg dgn mana2 yg tlh disebut td??

Ok… aku pun tatau ape yg aku cuba tuliskan di sini… ahahahahaha!!!

Sbnrnye aku just nak btau yg ni first time tdo kat umah ain… and first time tdo ngan ila… tu je… ahahahahaha!!!

(-_-“)

erti kawan sejati ~tagged by akainkin~

~i was tagged by akainkin~

kawan sejati:

1. org yg akan berkawan dgn aku sbb diri aku
   
2. org yg akan berusaha tlg ubah aku ke arah yg lbey baik, sbb aku mmg seorg yg tak baik
3. org yg takkan merendah2kan aku semata2 utk kepuasan dirinya
4. org yg phm aku..even aku tak bgtau pun dia dah tau emosi / mood aku time tu cane..dan dia tahu cane nak handle aku time aku tgh feeling down
5. org yg akan luangkan ms utk aku bile aku perlukan dia..to be a shoulder for me to cry on
   
6. org yg akan bersama2 aku waktu susah atau senang, suka atau duka
7. org yg akan tlg aku waktu aku susah tanpa mengharapkan balasan
8. org yg akan maafkan aku over the small things, bkn merajuk tak tentu hala pastu nak harap aku pujuk dia..sorry, no way!!
9. org yg phm aku nye prinsip n can get along with it..
10. org yg takkan kutuk aku di blkg, atau tikam dr blkg..kalo setakat nak kata aku tak cantek, gemok tak yah la nak ngumpat..sbb aku dah already tau, benda tu adelah 1 fakta..tak yah la nak ckp sbb sume org pun tau..tp ape slhnye pun kalo aku tak cantek ke gemok ke..mcm org yg ngumpat aku tu pun cantek sgt..geli je aku..huh!!
11. org yg takkan bermuka2 ngan aku..dpn sket nye baik, blkg cam sial!!
12. org yg takkan kongkong hidup aku..apetah utk try to take over my life!!
13. org yg yg pandai smpn sume rahsia aku..dia takkan jaja rahsia aku kat sume org

hmm....tu je kut..

k sekian time kaseh

(^_^)

Racism Issue

aku baru bace coretan dr Tun Dr. Mahathir kat blog dia about racism; Racism and 2008 Elections

dia dah lama letak post tu tp aku baru baca...

aku sbnrnye dr dlu lg tak suka racism n i believe in hak sama rata... aku tau benda ni adelah sgt sensitif utk dibincangkan sbb lain org lain pendpt nye...

cuma yg aku tau, aku mmg tak suke sbb aku rs sgt tak fair utk non-bumiputeras... they claimed they have been treated unfairly... sbb ape2 hal pun, bumiputera yg akan diutamakan dlu... sdgkan they also play roles in developing this country... they work hard to get what they want but bumiputeras always get it easily from a less hard-work... because i always believe in fairness, equality... i believe "apa yg kamu dpt adalah setimpal dgn apa yg kamu usahakan"... you'll get what you deserve...

now... they have bravely questioned about why PM always a malay...

well... about this, i'm really afraid to comment further... it's more like a dillema for me; between to agree or disagree... i won't mind to have a non-bumiputera as a PM... the question here is; can he/she really be a fair leader?

i already finished reading The Kite Runner... dia ada cerita mcm mana puak Taliban do ethnic-cleansing to puak Shi'ah... derang bunuh org2 dr kaum Hazara atas alasan derang adalah puak Shi'ah... and how Talibans claimed they did it for the name of Islam...

tp dlm Islam, tak pernah ada istilah ethnic-cleansing... dlm Islam, tentera dilarang membunuh wanita, kanak-kanak dan org2 tua/OKU... dlm sejarah Islam, even tahanan diberi layanan baik, supaya boleh kite dakwah derang secara halus...

tp puak Taliban bunuh org2 Hazara mcm anjing... dan bg mayat2 tu mkn pd anjing... ade sorg tentera Taliban remarked like this "dogs meat is best for dogs"...

aku tatau la kalo suasana perang di Afghanistan as per described in the novel is only a fiction, but... can you imagine if the same thing happen in Malaysia? can you imagine if the non-bumiputeras get together and start a war and do ethnic-cleansing to us? can you imagine how they will treat our ppl as rubbish and take the women and children to fulfill the pleasure of their sexual desire? like what had happened in Bosnia long time ago?

we've been living in a safe bubble... aku lg la... been studying in a place where all are bumiputeras for years... it's like, i don't really know what they got in their minds... what is their perception to us? are they a friend or a foe? can we really trust them?

tp kalo nak ikutkan trust, kite sndri pun tak leh caye kat bangsa kite sendiri... saling mendengki, saling mengata, saling berdendam, tikam belakang, musuh dlm selimut... mana la kite nak kuat berdiri atas kaki sndri... apetah lg bersaing dgn bangsa lain yg lebih determined to develop themselves in order to achieve smthg in life...

and how many malays really have a long-term vision in their life? and if they do, how many of them are willing to work hard for the vision? and how many of them who actually achieve the vision?

actually, isu ni adelah satu isu yg takkan ade jwpn... kalo ade pun, 1 jwpn akan membangkitkan 1001 persoalan yg baru...

dinner with my bro

**sambungan cite yg lps, slps aku jupe my bro outside my house**


we went out to have dinner... g la mkn pizza kat pizza hut kat tesco... borak2 la ngan dia dr dlm kete smpi kat table and also over the food... lama tak borak ngan adek laki aku yg sorg nih... dah kurus dah dia... bdn pun dah cantek... jeles lak aku... ehehehehe.....

selak2 menu tetiba nmpk baked meatball with cheese... tetiba terigt en. stan n janjiku pdnya... ohohohoohoh... if you read this, aku akan bwk ari jumaat nnt eh... (^_^)

ok back to my bro...

we as usual, will update each other about our lives... n aku cam bese akan bebel2 nasehat dia itu ini (kunun kakak yg baik... ohohoohohoh)... tp ade 1 thing yg wat aku btol2 kagum ngan dia...

aku cite psl sum1 kat dia... how i like him so much... but since we met at the wrong place and the wrong time, i dont think we can be together... pastu dia ckp cani:

"love is not wrong... it's never wrong... it is us who make it wrong... n it is also us who can make it right"

teeeettttt... ni ke adek aku yg ku kenali dulu??? wah wah waaaahhhh... terpana aku seketika... seb baik ms tu bkn tgh mkn... kalo tak mau aku tercekik pizza... huhuhuhuhuuh....

he also encouraged me to start making a move... but when i told him i dont want to jeapordise the friendship between me and him, he admitted it is hard... n he has nothing more to say about it... sbb complicated...

well... maybe we're not meant to be together after all... (T_T)

hmmm... ble pk2 blk... ade btolnye ape yg adek aku ckp tu... tak kesah la aku ni kwn dia ke bkn ke... keje sama2 ke tak ke... jupe ari2 ke jarang2 ke... gaji sama byk ke tak ke... lain2 background ke sama ke... kalo btol hati tu dah nak, ape2 pun leh dikompromi... compromise on how the two of us can deal with it so we can live happily ever after... even living a simple life... but can still be happy... no hard feelings...

bak kata org tua2; nak seribu daya tak nak seribu dalih...

well again... maybe we're not meant to be together after all... (T_T)



~mungkin aku tidaklah sempurna... tetapi hatiku memilikimu sepanjang umurku... mungkin aku tak bisa memiliki... dirimu seumur hidupku...

hari raya aidiladha 2008

okay... i cancelled the plan to go to kelantan last minute... i know it sucks but i didnt feel good about it... going there by car just the two of us (with kak atul) and with my beloved danial; i dont think it's a good idea... plus, we both dunno the road (i traveled to kelantan before but from ipoh, never from KL unless if i took the bus)... n my instinct keeps telling me not to go... it insisted me to not going until i felt like my chest was gonna explode... i felt relief once i got into my bf n drove back to shah alam... n i even felt a lot more relief when i saw my bro outside the house, just arrived from ipoh... he rode his motorbike back here... i was smiling gleefully when he said my parents just hit the road... (^_^)

that's why i always believe my instinct... ('_^)

i miss my family sooo damn much... mane tak nye... org lain blk kpg beraya... aku terpaksa keje... i could change shift or apply for AL but i refused to do so... i thought i should give a chance to the others who worked during the previous hari raya puasa to take on leave... btw there are many weddings this month and i have to attend them all!!! well... minus aini's la kan (-_-")... so aku kena tkr shift and rearrange my schedule...


i thought i could do it... working during hari raya... it was just a hari raya korban anyway... so why should it be such a big deal, rite?

W.R.O.N.G!!!

punye la plan nak dtg awal first raya tu sbb kununnye nak solat sunat raya kat masjid UM... skali terbgn lmbt... ahahahahaha... mane taknye... dr awal mlm raya smpi esok lewat ptg, hujan tak berenti2... sejuk je cuaca... n ble dok dpn pc smbl dgr takbir raya di dlm suasana mendung n hujan, hati mana la yg tak sayu kan... nak nyanyi lagu raya, rs cam tak kena lak... sbb lagu raya tu sume utk raya puasa, bkn raya korban... makanya, layan perasaan sndri... wat2 macho dpn org lain, tp dlm ati nangis2 selebat hujan pd hr tu... huhuhuhuhuhuh.....

but luckily... aku ade ain... (^_^)

activities that we did together:

1. shopping the outfit for the dinner at sunway pyramid
2. tried out the outfit i bought for the dinner (smbl aku tried the dance for the show... ahahahahahha)
3. gossiping (teeeettttt)
4. luahan perasaan (sssshhhh ('_^) )
5. cooking nasik goreng
6. eating out kat seksyen 7 (igt nak bwk ain gi mkn ciken wing tp abg tu ttp gerai, blk kpg beraya)
7. watching tv (channel AFC... atas arahan ain)
8. eating ice cream smpi skt perut

walopun dah ckp tp nak ckp lg... seb baik ade ain... ehehehehe... (^_^)




~to ain: best kwn ngan ko... sonok sgt kwn ngan ko... hopefully we can still be frens despite of anything that comes between us in future... cyg ko!!!! :-*

bowling

total jatuhan pin = 235


uhuhuhuh... rekod nih... xpenah2 aku main cani b4... uhuuhuh...

tp syg... no victorious pictures have been taken... cume ade video recording the amazing ila_anorrin got triple X... oohhohhoohohoh... hebat bgt sehh... tp video nye kat en. stan... x g amek dr dia lg...

tips: main dlm keadaan marah... b4 i off to the bowling center... i told my alang, i will play with all my heart sambil membayangkan muka dia on the pins... n i will hit them all!! n i did.... ahahahaha.... sgt klaka (-_-")